Mike Loves You

fuckyeahexistentialism:

1) to enable people to become more truthful with themselves. 

2) to widen their perspective on themselves and the world around them. 

3) to find clarity on how to proceed in the future while taking lessons from the past and creating something valuable to live for in the present.

via Handbook of Individual Therapy, ed Dryden

im angry at my friend, she thinks she can just be mean whenever she wants. She thinks she can hurt me time nd again. She knows i like her but she doesnt know how much. I didnt ask to fall for her. She is just incredible. so i get angry and i get sad and get even angrier and im so mad i dont even want to forgive her for being so mean. So i try to think about anywhere else. And i try to take my mind off anything. and i try to just enjoy being by myself. im tired and im lonely but ill enjoy the peace and let go of the drama. So soon i enter into another stage in my life. happy i was never more than a friend. But its just me being stupid but then again i dont seem to get many breaks with women. Everyone seems to be right, im going to die alone. If i could find someone who could actually love me, who will spend time with me. who will always worry about me, who will stop by just because she wants to see me. someone who doesnt have to be doing anything but look at me and smile. But thats something i will never find, because i dont have the chance to search.

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appleonastick:

Graduated High School.
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Been dumped.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Petted a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.