A long time ago i wrote a song, it was a bout a beautiful girl in a white dress and it was how i loved her. Last Night, i saw my beautiful gorgeous friend yamne, in a white dress. She looked so great, she was smiling and just happy to be alive. Were so close but for a minute i felt nervous just to know she was near. It was nerve wrecking when i got closer to talk to her. It was a great night.
Tonight, we spent the night filming a short film. We had lights, sound, and color. It was a prominsing night, music was great, the people were great, the energy was great. Yamne was great, she looked so different from anyone else, she was high spirited, and very energetic. She looked great and it was nice to share an activity, of course i know that its a major possiblitie that anything will happen but it was still a nice moment.
Ive been trying to meet girls and try to have something more with them but i generally get dissapointed because i cant seem to find anyone so great, i keep comparing things to yamne, and i cant find anyone as interesting or more interesting as Yamne.
I feel i am sick, and a very sad, i feel very alone but its nice to have freinds like carla and yamne. She might not say the best things or the most helpful things but shes adorable nonetheless. Anyways, i dont know im going all emo/ teenager right now, but in reality i probably wont remember writing any of this tommorow morning….