im high right now. dup a dup. its hard to understand the things that i do. sometimes i feel like im a different voice in a different body but the same ideas, just not in the right place. I wish i wasnt in love with somebody who doesnt want to be with me. i wish the moments ive lived i had her with me. If i was a simpler man i would be able to make her know why i want her and she would be...