Its hard to know what to do, when i feel so numb sometimes, but i see many but i see few and those i see, have grown on me. It used to be so hard to look at one and say something i felt, but i love them all, and they are few, But i cherish the times i spend with them. In the end, theres still something missing, and im surprised to know someone who feels the same, and has suddenly spoken her words, words that were on my mind. I hate to see you feel left out, but i feel the same and i know those doubts.
This time i think ive spent less time thinking, and this time i lived spending less time living, ive known the roads, and ive known the beaches, this city has sent me to all its reaches. Now i just want to sit and wonder, but have someone to hold and wonder the same, Is it wrong of me wanting things i feel i cant have? Ive conquered my fears and reached new heights of life. Each level teaches me the world and its problems, and letting go knowing i cant solve them. I hope you can stop feeling this tiredness, of getting used to and just dropping this, and figuring out what you really want, in the end. Im still thinking about what i really want…
its hard to understand the things, main events and pretty things
each time i try to live around, these walls keep closing and shut me down
i want to live, be free, escape. I want to find another landscape.